How does it feel like to love someone so much but in the end he says he its too much for him to handle? I thought of giving up, now I don't want to. After so much effort, he still say he doesn't want me to be with him. Even then going to school has been constantly haunting me. I don't want to go to school. I can't even go out happily. Money has become an issue. My life seems to have never ending problems for me to solve. Somehow I feel that I don't have anybody for me to talk to. I'm not being emotional or what but honestly, I don't have anything happy to blog about. I have some pictures and video. I'll show you tomorrow lah ah, lazy.